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Aug 15, 2005
Here i am again. . . for a long period of time finally i got the chance to post a blog on this good for nothing website.
Its a Tuesday, and im wasted. i was killed yesterday. around the afternoon. And i tried to kill myself around 2am. with a pair of scissors. I lost it. It all seems funny but i still cant accept it. She never did Loved me. all because of this shit. . anyway, if thats how she wants it. what more can i do, im still half angry and half happy for my 2nd life. I may have hurt her she wanted to hurt me in return, but i did loved her, if she only knew.
Everything happened so fast, it was like throwing it all away in the trash, i went to that pile of trash and took back everything. to no avail. Like i said, she came to my life as a gift, that ill treasure forever. and ever.
Now subsiding in darkness, i would never forget her, nor anything would change? that i cannot tell. my heart is crying and bleeding. She said she loved me, but she didnt prove it. Despite, she hated me.
That's what hurt me the most...
REJECTION*DECEPTION*ANGER*HATRED*INFATUATION IS ALWAYS THERE*NEVER LOVE*
<3 If i Hurt you, would you hurt me too? yes. Why? because i wanted to.
Well, what can i do? Nothing.
Posted at 09:37 pm by polizer
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Jul 31, 2005
Polizer|emo - back at one
Q&A tamu!
Q: what's your goal in Life?
A:
uhh..nothing in particular,get to collage, get a life, get a car, a house a caring and loving wife, 3 kids a girl and two boys perhaps. Buy my mom a house.
Q: What do you want to do with a lot of money?
A: Depends on how much.
Q:If it was like a million bucks?
A:
Uhh. . . get a car, buy a lot of Coffee, buy a box of cigarettes, hide 20 thousand bucks, buy a bouquet of roses and a box of Candy! and a new pair of skate shoes. Then give leave excess money in my cabinet. Then GO to quezon city and pay every single individual to look for a girl named JOPET RAE GONZAGA.
Q: What pisses you off the most?
A: 1.My mom
2.The principal
3.Disconnection
4.No money.
5.Then suddenly a poor lame-ass beggar asks me some money.
Q: What DO you do with your spare time?
A: Roam around.
Q: What profession do you want to be when you grow up?
A: A stupid cook.
Q: What's the last thing you cant forget in a day.
A: ming2 ko, and my sunglasses (even at night i wear them makes
me look cool^_^\m/)
Q:What makes you sad?
A: No skate.
Q: How many girlfriends did you have?
A: Uhh...next question please!
Q: How many Gf's did you have?
A: Uuhhh?? no comment, next question please!
Q: NAKAILANG NOBYA ka nA!?
A: waaaaa!!! 44! yan shh...masaya ka na?
Q: Why did you ask me? im supposed to be the one to ask you.
A: Shut up.
Q: What completes your day?
A: Coffee and `Kady.
Q: How long do you stay on the pc?
A: As long as mom dosnt want to login.
-------------------------------------<3 meOw``------------------------------
Posted at 06:10 am by polizer
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Uhhh....ive had a nice day. . . i woke up and went to church, after that i went back home to check out muning if she was online. . i was so happy coz i'm gonna talk to her again in YM! yehey! But the smiley face turned to a frown when i saw that she wasnt online. And when her pc got broken.
*sigh*
This afternoon my friend Jem went here to escort me to Robinsons to meet up with this chick who wants to meet up with me, well we did go there. Roaming around the mall is really tiring, they werent there. Then later. . i saw the 3 girls that the chick told me which was supposed to be with her. well, not much conversations though, i didnt really care.
Then we went outside bought some smoke, and a little later. . I saw them again, they said that she was upstairs then i saw her. .
And to my surprise, They ran like hell! i followed them upstairs! They ran around the mall like they were little kids!
Then a little later they went to the jeepney, i was laughing so hard! coz this never happened to me yet! hehehe!! imagine, they asked me to meet up then they run away! hmp, idiots indeed.
*sigh*
I go home net, net, net, grab a meal. . in the middle of the night.
Then i was so happy. . . Muning called me.
<3 e=mc2 indeed.
happy day!
Posted at 05:35 am by polizer
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